A memoir by Syamarani Dasi
I beg your forgiveness
for being slow in fixing this. I hope to add the
additional chapters that Syamarani didi has sent me for
this presentation soon.
Thanks for your patience as we strive to serve you. - Kishore Krishna dasa]
reader, before endeavoring to present these memoirs, please allow
me to offer my unlimited obeisances to my most worshipable diksa-guru,
nitya-lila pravista om visnupada Sri Srimad Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada.
I also offer the same to my most worshipable siksa-guru, om visnupada
Sri Srimad Bhaktivedanta Narayana Gosvami Maharaja, who continually
increases my faith in Prabhupada.
Maharaja, Sri Srimad Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada is an eternal
associate of Sri Sri Radha and Krsna, an uttama-mahabhagavat devotee.
In order to preach Krsna consciousness in this world, he played the
role of a madhyama-adhikari devotee, who makes four distinctions in
his dealings with others. He shows prema, love, for Bhagavan, he shows
friendship in three ways to those devotees who are higher than him,
those equal to him, and those less advanced than him; he shows mercy
to those just approaching Krsna consciousness, and he neglects those
who are against Krsna or His devotees. I was an example of a tiny
jiva to whom he showed mercy, and the following is a summary of my
experiences with him.