You should take acamana * [See endnote 1]
from this pond, thinking it to be the very svarupa (form) of
Srimati Radhika and pray for Her mercy.* [See endnote 2] During
rasa-lila, Srimati Radhika saw that, "Krsna is dancing with Me,
but at the same time He is dancing with all the other gopis. He
tells lies like, I have given You My heart. You are My most
beloved.' But now He is treating Me just like the others." She
entered a sulky mood, a very angry mood, and at once began to
weep. She left the rasa-mandala (the circle of the rasa dance) in
Seva-kunja, crossed the Yamuna, and finally came to this lonely
forest to hide Herself here.
Rasa stopped, because Sri Krsna began
searching for Her searching, searching, searching. When He
finally found Her He saw that She was weeping, and that a large
pond was created from Her tears. Thus, this place is called Maan
Sarovara, the sarovara (pond) made from the maan (transcendental
loving jealous anger) of Srimati Radhika.
Sri Krsna pacified Her here, although to
pacify Her was very hard for Him. He took Her lotus feet upon His
head, tried to appease Her in many ways, and He also took a vow:
"From now onwards I will never do anything wrong. I accept that I
have committed a mistake. I have offended you, but I promise that
I will never do this in the future."
You can see how beautiful these forest kunjas
are. There were millions of groves and kunjas here at that time.
When Srimati Radhika or Sri Krsna were hiding themselves in any
kunja, it was very difficult for them to discover where the other
was hidden. At that time the trees were not like this. Now they
are feeling separation for Srimati Radhika and Lord Krsna and are
about to die. These trees know all the sweet pastimes of Srimati
Radhika's hiding from Krsna, as well as all other such lilas, and
now they cannot see these manifest in this world.
We have brought you all to see how beautiful
these kunjas are. At that time these trees were straight and
covered with lush creepers, though now they are lying down. No
unauthorized person was able see through them, to see who was
there or not. At that time the kunjas where so large that
rasa-lila and all other related pastimes used to take place in
them. Millions of gopis could fit in them. At that time Vrndavana
forest was only forest. There were not many houses as there are
today. According to the desire of Lord Krsna, the kunjas and land
could expand and reduce in size. You are very lucky to come with
me to very beautiful places like this one.

Sri Maan Sarovara
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Previously we used to perform parikrama by
foot. From Balevan we used cross the Jamuna by boat, and then walk
here by the shore of Jamuna in 20 30 minutes, and then we would
return to Vrndavana. Now I cannot do so, but I want that one day
you should also try to do parikrama by foot.
I brought you here to touch this place, and
to touch the feet of these trees. These trees are exalted
devotees. They previously saw the Lord's pastimes as trees, and
now they are performing austerities in this form. One day they
will have gopi forms, and at that time they will be able to enter
rasa-lila and other such pastimes.
This scenery is so beautiful. If anyone has a
camera he should take a picture of it. Birds are sitting here, and
the water is very lovely and tasty. You are lucky to have come to
this exalted holy place.
Now I request you all to take prasadam.
Brahmacaris and sannyasis will sit here on one side and ladies
will be on the other side. At once, without delay, please go and
sit because we do not have much time.

Devotees taking acamana at Sri Maan
Sarovara
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[* Endnote 1 Acamana - a ritual of
purification by which one takes bath by mantra and sips water
three times. At the holy places one chants the acamana mantra, om
kesavaya namah etc., and then prays to the particular pond or
river or lake, "You have personally witnessed the pastimes of
Radha and Krsna here, so you are qualified to manifest those
pastimes in my heart. Please bestow your mercy upon me so that I
may one day be qualified to see those pastimes. Please manifest in
my heart what you have seen."
[*Endnote 2 (We asked Pujyapad Madhava
Maharaja what Srila Gurudeva may have said at any other time as to
why, since both Maan Sarovara and Radha-kunda are both the svarupa
of Srimati Radhika, Radha-kunda is superior. He replied, "The
midday pastimes took place there at Sri Radha-kunda as well as
many other pastimes which are not possible at Maan Sarovara or
anywhere else. Therefore Radha-kunda is superior to any other
kunda. Still, this place is so sacred and exalted, and is also the
very form and identity of Srimati Radhika.
Editorial advisors: Pujyapad Madhava Maharaja
and Sripad Brajanatha dasa
Transcriber and typist: Anita dasi
Editor: Syamarani dasi